Wednesday, December 12, 2018

Advent Devotions: Wednesday, December 12, 2018


Daniel 5:1-12                                      The Writing on the Wall, Part 1
King Belshazzar made a great festival for a thousand of his lords, and he was drinking wine in the presence of the thousand.
 Under the influence of the wine, Belshazzar commanded that they bring in the vessels of gold and silver that his father Nebuchadnezzar had taken out of the temple in Jerusalem, so that the king and his lords, his wives, and his concubines might drink from them. So they brought in the vessels of gold and silver that had been taken out of the temple, the house of God in Jerusalem, and the king and his lords, his wives, and his concubines drank from them. They drank the wine and praised the gods of gold and silver, bronze, iron, wood, and stone.
 Immediately the fingers of a human hand appeared and began writing on the plaster of the wall of the royal palace, next to the lampstand. The king was watching the hand as it wrote. Then the king’s face turned pale, and his thoughts terrified him. His limbs gave way, and his knees knocked together. The king cried aloud to bring in the enchanters, the Chaldeans, and the diviners; and the king said to the wise men of Babylon, ‘Whoever can read this writing and tell me its interpretation shall be clothed in purple, have a chain of gold around his neck, and rank third in the kingdom.’ Then all the king’s wise men came in, but they could not read the writing or tell the king the interpretation. Then King Belshazzar became greatly terrified and his face turned pale, and his lords were perplexed.
 The queen, when she heard the discussion of the king and his lords, came into the banqueting-hall. The queen said, ‘O king, live forever! Do not let your thoughts terrify you or your face grow pale. There is a man in your kingdom who is endowed with a spirit of the holy gods. In the days of your father he was found to have enlightenment, understanding, and wisdom like the wisdom of the gods. Your father, King Nebuchadnezzar, made him chief of the magicians, enchanters, Chaldeans, and diviners, because an excellent spirit, knowledge, and understanding to interpret dreams, explain riddles, and solve problems were found in this Daniel, whom the king named Belteshazzar. Now let Daniel be called, and he will give the interpretation.’
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There are moments in my life, when I knew I was about to do something wrong, but went ahead and did it anyway. Internally there were all sorts of warning signs- I was overly nervous about the decision, I was up at night, my gut alarm was going off, and I started self justifying my decision. When we get to the self justifying stage, we know it is going to get bad, don’t we?
Dare I say it? Even with the handwriting on the wall that I was about to make a huge mistake, I did it anyway. I know I am not the only one who has had that happen.
Belshazzar, in today’s reading is in the midst of making a huge mistake. We can blame the alcohol and the party, but in the end it still is Belshazzar’s fault as he made the choice. While worshipping other gods in a giant drinking party, King B gets the bright idea to grab the holiest vessels from the Temple and begin drinking out of those instead. I am not going to write what the consequences of his mistake are as that will come later this week, but I will write King B is about to make the biggest mistake of his life and the writing was literally on the wall for him.
Now when most of us make these big mistakes, it doesn’t turn out the same for us as Belshazzar, but it is kind of worse because we have to live with the consequences of our choices sometimes for the rest of our lives. As we are in the season of Advent, the theme of repentance is present in our worship space and readings.
For me, repentance isn’t only about the forgiveness of sins, but the recognition that I am completely capable of doing the wrong things intentionally at times. I may blame other things, but if I look inside, I know I am the one who made the choice. Repentance helps me hold the mirror up to myself reminding me of what I am capable of, but also that I have the opportunity to change through the grace of God. There are some decisions I have to live with for my entire life, but knowing that through Christ, I have new life and can change my ways, so that the next time the handwriting is on the wall, I can make a better choice.

Rev. Justin Johnson is the pastor of Our Saviour, Croton on Hudson. He has served in both Upstate and Metro NY Synods for the last 18+ years. He is a self proclaimed nerd, enjoying a wide variety of activities.

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