Wednesday, March 25, 2015

March 25, 2015 DEBIT

I wrote one (prayer) that will do in a pinch:
Hi God.
I am just a mess.
It is all hopeless.
What else is new?
I would be sick of me, if I were You, but
    Miraculously You are not.
I know I have no control over other people’s
     Lives, and I hate this.  Yet, I believe that if I
    Accept this and surrender, You will meet me
    Wherever I am.
Wow.  Can this be true?  If so, how is this
      Afternoon – say, two-ish?
Thank you in advance for You company and
    Blessings.
You  have never once let me down.
Amen.

Help
We can be freed from a damaging insistence on forward thrust, from a commitment to running wildly down a convenient path that might actually be taking us deeper into that dark forest.  Praying “Help” means that we ask that Something give us the courage to stop in our tracks, right where we are, and turn our fixation away from the Gordian knot of our problems.  We stop the toxic peering and instead turn our eyes to something else: to our feet on the sidewalk, to the middle  distance,  to the hills, whence our help comes – someplace else, anything else.  Maybe this is a shift of only eight degrees, but it can be a miracle.
It may be one of those miracles where your heart sinks, because you think it means you have lost,   but in surrender you have won.  And if it were me, after a moment, I would say, Thanks.


From Help, Thanks, Wow: The Three Essential Prayers  by Anne Lamott

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